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Wednesday, November 4th, 2009
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sometimes when i think about you i wonder if you think about me too.
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Saturday, October 17th, 2009
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Wednesday, September 9th, 2009
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i'm too old.
i know i'm not really but i feel too old to be where i'm at right now. going to school and being surrounded by young[er] people frustrates me because i know i should be beyond this. on the other hand going to school also makes me feel like i'm at least one step closer to where i want to be.
the other frustrating thing about school is seeing all the attractive girls walking around. it's been a long time since i've had any sort of relationship and it's really starting to get to me. i don't know exactly what i want, but i do know that i'm sick of being alone.
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Wednesday, August 26th, 2009
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the other night i dreamt that flaming cars were falling out of the sky.
they looked like the brightest blue and green shooting stars you can imagine.
and they were landing all around me as i watched from my backyard.
it was pretty awesome.
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Friday, August 14th, 2009
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i just don't understand or fit in with this world and most of the time it feels like i never will.
on the other hand.
do i really want to understand or fit in with a world that can be so fucked and so beautiful at the same time?
i am losing my mind and i don't want to be sick anymore.
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Saturday, July 11th, 2009
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there is definately something missing.
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things seem to be falling into place.
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i just
i just
i just
can't get anything right anymore.
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lately all i can think about is women.
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i need to stop doing that.
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| Time: | 6:38 pm. |
| Mood: |  contemplative. | | Music: | ... |
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i love life but sometimes i feel it way too much.
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i feel like talking but there's no one around to listen.
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Thursday, April 30th, 2009
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i am sick of constantly being fucked over by choices i've made in the past, the systems i must be a part of, things that are beyond my control, etc.
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i want to get lost in someone else's body.
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i think i have a crush on you but i don't want to ruin it by telling you about it.
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i dreamt about you again last night.
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Saturday, March 28th, 2009
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i wish i had a reset button.
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Tuesday, March 10th, 2009
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as soon as i can i think i'm going to start a magazine.
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